Sunday, May 23, 2010

School + Life Rant Part Two

I am so behind in English. I want to slap myself. Life is a mess for me right now. I don't even remember if I did a blog or not. So I am just going to do another one anyways and on the plus side there are lots of things I want to write about right now.

School is almost to an end and I am just about to fall apart. There are so much things to keep track of. There are going to be lots of end of the year projects, parties, assignments, and finals. I can't even explain to you how far behind I am in English. I haven't posted any of my Lit Circle Readings even though I have every thing in front of me. It seems like I never have enough time.

Blogging right now for me does not seem like a homework anymore. It seems like something I just do to vent. Its nice to talk about your life even though no one may read it. Just expressing yourself feels really good.

Track has come to an end for me. I don't know what I will do without track now. I don't know what I will do everyday after school. I was basically time consumed from track but now since it is over I don't know what to do. One thing I am definitely going to do is get back on schedule. I was always sad and tired of track but once it is over. I'm still sad. It is like on of those things where you have but you don't cherish and once you have lost it you know how important to you it really is.

Even though track has made me sad, it has lots of up side too. I have PR multiple times. PR means that I break my personal record. I specialize in the 400 meter race. I started at 57.50 seconds or so. Now I have ended it at 52.88. This is one amazing accomplishment. I basically gotten faster by 5 seconds. Now I have to get faster by 3 or 4 seconds to be on the SCHOOL record. Right now I run the fastest 400 on the team so I am really happy. I also have 2 more years left so I am dreaming big!

Well I hope I get everything together this is going to be one heck of a hard week. Oh yeah. It's my brother's birthday today. He is now 18 years old. Just thinking about it make my stomach hurt. In two years from now I'm going to be 18 and I will pursuit in my own career and find what I want to do. Assuming that global warming doesn't take over the world and melt the polar ice caps and make the "2012 epidemic" real. Also assuming that that Measure E gets passed and I get a better chance in getting into a good college that can specialize in green technology. Green and environmental engineering is the way to go!

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